update

I guess i thought id update this blog since i havent since June 7. lol.

the iui that we did in June did not work :( Its okay bc i guess it wasnt Gods time. We did another round of femara and had our 2nd iui on July 4th. i thought since it was independence day-we'd be lucky :( nope, no such luck. that 2nd iui failed as well. (i just found out last week) so we are waiting now. I have talked w/ my nurse and i go July 27 for a lap consult. I will have to have a laparoscopy done to go into my insides and look around for endometriosis. Its my impression that if they find any-they burn it off. and they do somthing w/ the cysts that i have as well. Like ive said, since the begining of this ttc process (2 years ago) that when its God's time, it WILL happen. He would NOT give me such a strong desire if it wasnt meant to be. Im very nervous for the surgery, but if its what needs to be done, then that's fine w/ me. I think we will do one more iui before moving on.. im not sure though.

hmm anything else new? oh yea, i decided to go back to school at wilkes and take a few classes. nothing major but a couple of social services classes. i needed somthing to take my mind of trying for a baby-and i thought that would help. plus if we decide to become foster parents, maybe it will help with that later? i dont know.. somthing new i guess.

that's about all. i thought id update this blog since its been so long!!!