Please...

**Please.. when you get the urge to tell me you know how I feel... think first..

Have you had your heart ripped out of your chest and torn apart? Because every month when I get a negative pg test-that's how I feel.

Have you had your intestines and stomach twisted and turned?? Because everytime I drive to the dr for an ultrasound, that's how I feel.

Have you had your stomach poked with needles and sting for a couple of minutes each day? Because every shot I do, that's how I feel.

Have you ever had your eyes so puffy from crying that you cant see straight or your head pounding so hard from crying? Because everytime I hear from the nurse "Im sorry youre follicles arent growing" that's how I feel.

Have you ever had your ovaries feel like they are going to burst or your back break? Because every month... that's how I feel.

Have you ever just wanted somthing soo much that you make yourself sick and exhausted? Becuase that's how I feel.





Please... dont tell me to just adopt and I will get pregnant... bc I will not.

Please... dont tell me to "just not think about it" .... wanting a baby is the hardest thing to "not think about"

Please... Dont tell me that Im lucky because I get to sleep all night... Id wake up to a crying baby any day!

Please... Dont tell me its not my fault... becuase then whose fault is it?




Sorry if I offended anyone... but I needed to get that off my chest...