This is a poem I saw on a friends blog who lost her precious little girl. Even though I have not been through the trials and pains that she (and others I know) have been through, a part of me greives with her. (I just copy and pasted this from her blog, so the description is what she wrote on her blog)
A poem
This poem has been posted on both my NILMDTS board and BBC board. I don't know who wrote the poem, but it touches my heart and I wanted to share.
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked him what make a mother
And I know I heard him say.
A mother has a baby
This we know is true
But God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, He replied
With confidence in His voice.
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's not need to stay.
I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
Of life and love and fear.
My Mommy loved me, Oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom
Who had so much love for me,
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy, Oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear,
'Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here.'"
So you see, my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in MY home
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with ME
Until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home,
They'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother -
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a Mother
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with ME one day,
And know you're the best one.
:(* Very true... and hits home very well with me. One day I will see both of my babies at the gates!
ReplyDeleteInfertility is just as hard (in it's own way) as losing a child. Being on both ends of the spectrum and having experienced both...unfortunately I know. But, someday...just someday Crystal, I hope and pray, we both get a baby to hold AND take home! Love you and praying for you!
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