Today is my 3rd day of Follistim. 110 iu per day. Its going pretty good and I love follistim-lol. I have ZERO side effects from it (well, maybe a little moddy and a slight headache) I have a scan on Sunday and i cant wait!!! Hopefully things will go great :)
I will keep ya posted!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Day 4
Day 4 - Your favorite show ever.
1) Greys Anatomy
2) Private Practice
3) Cake Boss
4) Glee
5) House
1) Greys Anatomy
2) Private Practice
3) Cake Boss
4) Glee
5) House
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Day 3
Day 3 - Your favorite new show
1) Lie to me
2) Drop Dead Diva
3) Royal Pains
4) Pretty Little Liars
5) Wipe Out
1) Lie to me
2) Drop Dead Diva
3) Royal Pains
4) Pretty Little Liars
5) Wipe Out
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Day 2 TV
Day 2 - A show that you wish more people were watching
1) 19 Kids and Counting-even though it disturbes me that she has 19 kids, its still a good show-lol
2) The Little Couple
3) Smallville
4) Wipeout
5) Degrassi
1) 19 Kids and Counting-even though it disturbes me that she has 19 kids, its still a good show-lol
2) The Little Couple
3) Smallville
4) Wipeout
5) Degrassi
Day 3 scan...
Went good! I had about 20 antral follicles on both ovaries-which have a potential of maturing. my nurse didnt want that to happen, neither do i-haha. I started on 110 iu per night of Follistim. I took my first shot for the month tonight, its like nothing now. lol. Im so used to it. I go back on Sun-day 8 for a follie scan, hoping we have good things growing :)
for the plan this month, if i get more than 3 follies that will be mature, they will aspirate all but 3. do the iui w/ the 3 and then freeze the ones the aspirate and then if i dont get pregnant in aug, in sept they will thaw those out and add sperm and transfer those into my uterus like an ivf cycle. (im assuming) we didnt go into much detail but will when the time comes.
if you are reading this, and youre a praying person, please please pray. I know that God will bless us when His time is right-not ours, but still... pray please :)
for the plan this month, if i get more than 3 follies that will be mature, they will aspirate all but 3. do the iui w/ the 3 and then freeze the ones the aspirate and then if i dont get pregnant in aug, in sept they will thaw those out and add sperm and transfer those into my uterus like an ivf cycle. (im assuming) we didnt go into much detail but will when the time comes.
if you are reading this, and youre a praying person, please please pray. I know that God will bless us when His time is right-not ours, but still... pray please :)
Monday, August 2, 2010
Never will I.....
I cant sleep, I need to sleep bc I have to be up at 5am for my 730 apointment. But this was on my mind... so I thought Id delight ya'll in a post :) These are just thoughts, that I look back and think... i would have never done that, or would i. Most of these I have done or will do....
Just never say never...
Never Will I.....
* Spend hundreds of dollars on ovulation and pregnancy tests
* Go to the dr on day 3 of my period for an internal ultrasound (let me tell you-that's embarassing)
* Spend hundreds of dollars, no-make that thousands, on copays, dr bills,and medication.
* Shoot myself daily with hormone shots...
* Take daily pills to make me a horrible, moody person.
* Take a pill vaginally in order to not have a miscarriage IF I get pregnant that cycle..
* Cry thousands, no-make that BILLIONS- of tears over my biological child that may never be.
* Research thousands of websites so I can learn about PCOS, Endo, IUI, IVF, and last but not least-Adoption
* Die a little inside when I see a bfn on a pregnancy test every month
* Cry when I get my period
* And other months rejoice when I get my period (ironic-huh)
* Have surgery to remove somthing that isnt supposed to be in my body (endo)
* Drive thousands of miles, only for a 5 min apointment
* Have a complete stranger know all about my vagina, cervix, sex life and my cycle days.
* have sex w/ my husband bc I HAVE to, bc its the right time...
* lay in bed-w/ out peeing or talking first-just to take my temp so I can see if I ovulated or not
* take apart a pregnancy test to see if i see the FAINTEST of lines... only to see NOTHING!
* Get soooo excited over a bfp-only to realise its from the hcg shot (after it was a negative for 2 days)
* See the look of fear and sadness on my husband's face, on my face, when we realise that it didnt work that month
* have a child past the age of 30 (I always thought Id have all my children, i wanted 4, before I was 30) I know Im still 4 years away from 30, buts its getting close.
* have ever thought about adoption fundraisers and raising $25k to go to another country and get MY baby
* Feel like a failure.
* Be so open and honest with people
* Be an inspiration to someone else, about infertility
* understand why
* Start a blog (that was somthing I never thought id do)
* have so much faith (my faith in God has gotten so strong over the past 3 years)
* fall more and more in love w/ my husband (going through infertility usually tears people apart, but for us-its seemed to have brought us closer, and im greatful for my Godly husband)
* Feel sooo confused. Infertility has got to be the HARDEST thing that I have ever been through. Sooo many emotions.
* Give up. I wont give up, not until God lays it upon my heart. Sure, we may have to take "breaks" and figure out our next step, but God has a great and mighty plan for us.
Just never say never...
Never Will I.....
* Spend hundreds of dollars on ovulation and pregnancy tests
* Go to the dr on day 3 of my period for an internal ultrasound (let me tell you-that's embarassing)
* Spend hundreds of dollars, no-make that thousands, on copays, dr bills,and medication.
* Shoot myself daily with hormone shots...
* Take daily pills to make me a horrible, moody person.
* Take a pill vaginally in order to not have a miscarriage IF I get pregnant that cycle..
* Cry thousands, no-make that BILLIONS- of tears over my biological child that may never be.
* Research thousands of websites so I can learn about PCOS, Endo, IUI, IVF, and last but not least-Adoption
* Die a little inside when I see a bfn on a pregnancy test every month
* Cry when I get my period
* And other months rejoice when I get my period (ironic-huh)
* Have surgery to remove somthing that isnt supposed to be in my body (endo)
* Drive thousands of miles, only for a 5 min apointment
* Have a complete stranger know all about my vagina, cervix, sex life and my cycle days.
* have sex w/ my husband bc I HAVE to, bc its the right time...
* lay in bed-w/ out peeing or talking first-just to take my temp so I can see if I ovulated or not
* take apart a pregnancy test to see if i see the FAINTEST of lines... only to see NOTHING!
* Get soooo excited over a bfp-only to realise its from the hcg shot (after it was a negative for 2 days)
* See the look of fear and sadness on my husband's face, on my face, when we realise that it didnt work that month
* have a child past the age of 30 (I always thought Id have all my children, i wanted 4, before I was 30) I know Im still 4 years away from 30, buts its getting close.
* have ever thought about adoption fundraisers and raising $25k to go to another country and get MY baby
* Feel like a failure.
* Be so open and honest with people
* Be an inspiration to someone else, about infertility
* understand why
* Start a blog (that was somthing I never thought id do)
* have so much faith (my faith in God has gotten so strong over the past 3 years)
* fall more and more in love w/ my husband (going through infertility usually tears people apart, but for us-its seemed to have brought us closer, and im greatful for my Godly husband)
* Feel sooo confused. Infertility has got to be the HARDEST thing that I have ever been through. Sooo many emotions.
* Give up. I wont give up, not until God lays it upon my heart. Sure, we may have to take "breaks" and figure out our next step, but God has a great and mighty plan for us.
Day 1-TV Meme
Day 1 - A show that should never have been cancelled.
I cant come up w/ just more than one... lets see...
1) ER
2) Everwood
3) Gilmore Girls:
4) 7th heaven
5) Party of Five
I cant come up w/ just more than one... lets see...
1) ER
2) Everwood
3) Gilmore Girls:
4) 7th heaven
5) Party of Five
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