YAY no more!!!!!

YAY!!!! No more bc pills forever!! I hate that junk and never want to take them ever again! Lol.

I should start af (aka my period) soon, hopefully tomorrow, and then I will go to the dr on day 3 for an ultrasound to check for cysts-hopefully I dont have any. Then I will start on my injections that night. Round 2! I have heard really good things about this new med, so Im really praying and hoping.. I know God has a great time for us and Im praying this is it!!!

Im not really praying for God to give us a baby-but for God's will to be done. Whether that be a biological child, for us to adopt, for us to foster care or for us to just live childless (as much as that will kill us)we just know that its all in God's good and perfect will and there is nothing we can do about it.

Im hoping to have more updates soon enough on here :)

Almost done....

YAY!!! Almost done!!! I have only 2 days left of these dreaded birth control pills!!! YAY.

After Im done, af will come on and then I will get a cycle day 3 ultrasound and start on injections and do another IUI. I dont know if it will be a double IUI or just a single iui. but we'll do that and then pray pray pray!!!! Id appreciate all the prayers because idk if this will be the last one before ivf.

That's about all that has been going on.

Sometimes I wonder.....

I just wonder how some people are blessed with children and some are not. I know that its God's time but some people.... over others (not necessarily talking about myself here) I guess its just somthing I will never know though. anyways... that's my mini vent..


I have 2 more weeks left of bc pills!!! YAY. Its about time. I hate them and never ever want to see them again! They make me so sick. After I end them, I should get my period soon after and then start on Follistim-150iu per day. Im sooo excited and sooo ready to get on with this cycle. This just has to work!! Im praying sooo hard for God's will!!! If not this month, then idk what we'll do next. We'll see.

I thought Id update this blog... Night

2 down, 3 to go....

Weeks that is.

I have finished 2 weeks of birth control pills, and I have 3 weeks left. Ugh! But that means just 3 more weeks until I start fert drugs and 3 more weeks until Im closer to my baby!! :) yay!

Birth control pills suck!!! I have never ever been on them before, so I wasnt sure what to expect. Truth be told, Im surprised I remember to take one per night-lol. Im horrible at taking pills-lol. They make me sick, tired, hot and I just dont feel normal. (as if I am normal any other time.. )

Other than that, Im just trusting in God's timing bc I know that He knows best for us... Its hard, but there is nothing else I can do but trust in His time. I really appreciate all the prayers that you guys have prayed :)

My last birth control pill is on June 1... yay. Im def counting down the days-I hate that crap. Sad thing is, in June, it will be 3 years of ttc :-(

Hopeless.... or Hopeful?

The title says it all. Lol.

I did not get pregnant this month. It was a negative blood test and to top it all off, the morning of my blood test I started my period. Yay me-lol. My nurse would have been out of town the time of my iui period this month, so I am on birth control pills for 5 weeks and then I will start up again in June. I will do Follistim 150iu this time and do another iui midcycle (not sure if we will do another double one or not)

Its a very upsetting thing to hear... youre not pregnant. But in the end, its all part of God's wonderful and exciting plan....

Tick-Tock...

Goes the clock...

And now the wait begins....

The 2nd IUI went great today! My nurse called me this evening and told me that progesterone levels between .8-3.0 indicates ovulation. Mine was 1.8. So we did the iui at the perfect time! Yay!!! I start my progesterone supplements tomorrow morning. I take one pill (vaginally-ugh!) in the morning and one before bed. Not looking forward to that, but gotta do what I gotta do :)

So now, I just wait... and wait and wait...

Back to Back

IUI's that is...

Im home from my iui (well, not home-we're at the hotel) Its a good thing that we got a hotel bc we have to be back tomorrow at 11 for another iui. She said my progesterone wasnt exactly what she wanted, but very close. she said-she's not saying that the iui from today didnt work though, she just wants to be cautious bc of all the $$ that went into this cycle, and time. I am to start Prometrium tomorrow night, or fri night, i dont remember-lol. but im soo scared that this isnt going to work-but sooo hopeful that it will. All in God's hands and nothing I can do about it. Right now Im resting and drinking lots of water...

That's all about that. Im very crampy-but I know that is a good thing... swim spermies :) Lol. Im praying very hard that this works!!!!

Im going to go nap..