Thursday, September 30, 2010

One more week!!!!

One more week babies !!!!

You precious children will be coming home to your mommy and daddy!!! I can not wait!! Im sooo excited.


Well, technically, they wont be coming home next week... they will no longer be frozen next week :) YAY!!! I cant wait for my babies to not be frozen anymore :)

God, we just know that this is your time... help us Lord with the patience we need and the strength we need (us and our babies) to get through the next coming weeks. We know that this is the time we will be blessed and we're so excited!!! In your time, things will come together. We are so greatful that you are the God of life and that you will bless us very soon :) Thank you God for all your blessings and love that you have poured out into our lives. We love and praise you for all that you do Lord. In your name, Amen.


Please continue your prayers during this time, I know that this is it.. I know that God would not get us this far.....

I can not wait... we can not wait. These babies have been very much wanted for 3 years and odd months, and we just cant wait any longer! we are so excited to be having this blessing upon our lives.. thank you so much for your prayers and love.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Goodbye Estraderm... Hello Vivelle...

Okay, So for the longest time Ive been having an awful awful time w/ these estraderm patches. So finally I got my nurse to call me in some Vivelle. YAY! Its the same as an estrogen patch, but ALOT smaller and sooo much better-so far. Its my last option, so I was told, so I will stick it out. I also had a coupon for a free month-so that will save me $35 this month :) YAY! Although the women at CVS pharm were pretty rude to me. Lol. We'll see what happens from now. So for now... my meds are Estradiol twice a day (idk if I spelled that right), Vitamin E, baby asprin, Trental (twice a day), Metformin (3 times a day), prental and dha. Hmm.. I think thats all. LOL. I change my patch every Tue and Friday... so that adds another med. Yes, that's alot of meds-but sooo worth it in the end! Im very excited to see how things are going to work out this month!!

On another note, Travis and I have been doing some projects around the house. We got a new floor for the "Titans room" but it doenst come in until Oct 11. We are really excited to get it though!! Its a rubberish floor (I will post pics of it when we get it together), we got a new screen door (pic will be in next post), and we got a laminte/wood floor for the now orange office (again, pic will be posted later-lol)

Other than that.. we are just waiting for NEXT THUR!!! I am very excited for this to be "on the roll!" Im very very very excited and not scared at all! (not yet ;-) lol) I know that God is in control for this month and in control for the future of our babies! I cant wait!!! This is going to work and we are going to be blessed, maybe even by 3 ;-)

Friday, September 24, 2010

Ready?? Set??? Lets go!!!

Today marks Day 1 of my cycle!! Wahooo!!

You will NEVER EVER hear me say these words again!!!Thank God for my period!! LOL.


Im sooo excited to be moving on. I hate being stuck waiting-just hate it! I know that God is working this time around. He will bless us this month! July babies here we come!!! Im looking forward to starting my meds tomorrow, to getting my scan (which is Oct 7) and then having my babies grow and finally having them come home:)

We just can NOT wait!!! We are soo excited and so overjoyed. God is doing wonderful and awesome things! YAY

Please pray for us during this time. Pray for God to give us the peace in our hearts and minds and to bless us as He sees fit :)

I absolutly can not wait! YAY :)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

PLEASE VOTE!!!

Chrysler is giving away a vacation do-over. $5000 to a lucky winner. I submitted our story to this contest. It is a doozy. This is just what happend in a short version-it was a very intense couple of months. God really worked wonders!! If you would-please click on this link http://apps.facebook.com...essays/viewItem/78/899/ and vote!! You can vote once a day, every day, until Sept 30. I would really appreciate it if you read my story and voted!! (let me know if that link doesnt work!) also, if you could-or wanted to-please post to your facebook wall :) thanks a bunch!!!

Dear Babies...

To my darling babies...

Mommy and daddy prayed so hard for you 3 to come home to us this month, but nope-God had much better plans in place. We dont want you to know what happend, bc it doesnt matter now. What matters is that you are all still safe and sound, waiting patiently to come home :) You are wanted soo much by soo many people. That day will come our dear babies. The day will come when you will be thawed and you will come to your home for 9 months-your mommy's womb. You will snuggle in safe and sound and then in 9 months come out and meet all the WONDERFUL people who have prayed, cried and worried about you for 3 years.

We are soo excited to be able to be on this journey bc we know that it is one more step closer to our dream. Yes, we had a hard day today knowing that today was supposed to be "our" planned day for you to come home. It was not-it was not God's day.

We pray for you guys daily that you will ALL make it and will ALL come home soon :) We love you already... and youre not even conceived yet!!! How amazing this love is :)

Love,

Mommy and Daddy

I am..

I saw this on another blog and thought it would be a good way to express my thoughts for the day.. and to MAYBE not talk so much about infertility?? Maybe?? LOL.

I am thinking.... about how good my dinner is going to taste ;) I am also thinking of how much I can get done before getting pregnant in Oct. Im too excited to NOT think about it! LOL (After-all, this is an infertility blog-lol)

I am thankful for... everything that God has blessed me with. I have an AMAZING husband who is sooo wonderful and has been here through everything with me! He didnt ask for this in his life, but he's stuck around :) I am thankful for my wonderful friends, and co workers, who have been soo supportive through my infertility journey. Im thankful for my amazing family-who w/ out them.. i wouldnt be who I am today. For my salvation-that Jesus died upon the cross for our sins. and oddly enough, Im thankful for my infertility-it has made me who I am. it has gotten me closer to Jesus and to Travis... for that I am sooo thankful.

From the Kitchen... I hear water starting to boil w/ my noodles in it for the tuna casserole that Im about to make-LOL. And I just statched a yummy mini reeses cup ;)

Im wearing... a black shirt w/ my fav Bible verse on it. For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 And of course.. capris.

Im reading... Safe Haven by Nicholas Sparks.. I just got into it though

Im praying... for God to bless us with a great and wonderful miracle! I know that Oct will be THE month!!!! I cant wait!!

Im creating... ummm nothing.Lol. I might decide to start painting the small bathroom before we get into the IVF stages again..

Im looking forward to.... October!!! I can not wait to get my period and to get started on this journey again! I just know that this is going to be it :)

Sept 22, 2010

At 11:30am..

That was supposed to be my transfer date *sigh* THAT was supposed to be the best day of my life. I was supposed to be getting pregnant that day. But nope, things happen... and guess what.


It just was not in Gods plan.


God has a new plan for our lives. God knows that this wasnt meant to be this month. Next month will be THE month and God will FINALLY bless us with the miracle we have been waiting for. I am sooo excited and happy for the blessings that are you going to occur. Now I just wait. I wait some more. Wait for my period, wait for the dr appt, wait for my babies to be thawed, wait for them to grow, and then FINALLY wait for the positive news. God IS going to bless us. We are going to have our babies and we will get the miracle(s) that was meant to be-our babies.

Im so excited and so looking forward to this journey that we are about to embark on. :) Thanks for the prayers and continue to do so.